Back, Part 2

I knew before I wrote the post yesterday that I wanted it to be two parts, hence the title even then.  Now it might be three parts, depending on how things go today.

It was a whirlwind when I got there in the morning, with trying to get caught up on where my class was in each subject, etc.  And I'll admit, when the bell rang, I had a twinge of nerves run through me.  All day, I felt like I was just a 1/2 step behind in being prepared for what came next, but the students were really forgiving with everything and it all worked out ok.

As the students came in, many of them gave me hugs, or an enthusiastic "HI!"  It warmed my heart immensely.  Then, a parent walked in carrying a beautiful bouquet of flowers.  That's when I started crying.  It meant a lot to me that she marked that rough day with a thing of beauty and love.  Sharing with the students went well.  They were all really excited to see the pictures of Stella.  I didn't tell them that she was dead by the time those pictures were taken--I didn't figure they needed to know that little detail.  I'm sure most figured she was just sleeping.

The day went by pretty well.  The particular child that I mentioned in my post yesterday morning had a big of a rough day--that was the one thing that I couldn't face.  I know that if my frustration gets too high, the tears will come.  So I am not pushing myself and I thankfully have a wonderful staff to support me in this.  I know I am starting at a point of being on top of things--I hope I can stay that way.  I hate the feeling of being behind!

The day ended perfectly!  Lilly was an absolute doll last night.  I picked her up with the intention of going out again for a few different things, but we just stayed home in the end.  We played, we read, we watched some shows, I made an easy (although it was healthy!) dinner that we both enjoyed, and she went to bed with no complaints (still on the floor, though).  The only downfall of the night was that my necklace broke.  More on that later....

Now I am going to be late to school today if I don't get this published and on my way!